Entries for November, 2005

November 8th, 2005

Of bands and men

Sometimes I wonder what could've happened if I had fallen for him. I was on the brink too. The smile did it, and the words of unimaginable depth! Such a pity, such a waste of brain space. An artist after my own heart. If we were given time, perhaps it was possible... then again, one never can truly tell.

Demmit. I want a Mark Darcy in my life! :3

Pride and Prejudice is absolutely great. Liked the book, loved the movie (because of the really hot Darcy)! It's not yet out in the movies but I bought a dvd copy, a rather bad one too, and I liked it. The original Bridget Jones.

:3 :3 :3

 

Your Band Name is:
The Bald Vamps
Band Name Generator

 

Funny. Interesting enough. I might take that into consideration... hehehe!

Speaking of bands, I'm into Paramita right now. The thought of the lead singer being a girl AND the drummer just amazes me. Pretty cool! ^_^

"Hiling" by Paramita

Nahihirapan na ang aking isip
Nauubusan na ng sasabihin sa 'yo
Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo sa 'kin, giliw


Nalilito ako
Nais kong sagipin ang ating nalulunod na pag-ibig
Ngunit handa akong palayain ka


CHORUS
Kung ito ang iyong hiling
Gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo
Ang tanging pakiusap lang, 'wag mo akong kalimutan
Kay rami pang dadaan na pagsubok sa ating pag-ibig
Kakayanin ko kaya babawiin ko
Ang mga nasabi na masasakit na salita


Kung ito ang iyong hiling
Gaano man kasakit sa akin, ibibigay sa 'yo
Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo
(Nanlalamig na ba ang pag-ibig mo) [3x]

 

>> one fact bothers me though: the writer is a lesbian. But it's still noteworthy. :D

Currently listening to: Paramita
Posted by crazytesuka at 02:23 PM | 2 WHOOOO!

November 23rd, 2005

Hmm

So ganito pala ang feeling.

How very alarming.

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"They say it takes a minute to find a special person, an hour to appreciate them, a day to love them and an entire lifetime to forget them."

-- okay sana 'to eh... pero parang may mali. Wrong grammar? Panira. :D

Currently feeling: uncertain
Posted by crazytesuka at 02:29 PM | 1 WHOOOO!

November 26th, 2005

Pagmumuni-muni

Hay. Kakatawag lang nila Noel... nasa puerto galera sila ngayon, nakahiga sa buhangin, nakatitig sa mga bituin, umiinom ng beer.

Nakakainggit. :3

At eto ako ngayon, nagmumuktol. Hay nako. Ang lalim ng buntong-hininga ko..

Pare-pareho pala kami ng situwasyon ng mga kaibigan ko. Akala ko ako lang. Bakit ba kasi kailangan ganito eh? Bwisit. Masyado nanaman akong nag-iisip.

Ano kaya masmabuti? Manahimik ako at maging pasensiyado o gumawa ng paraan para mangyari ang gusto kong mangyari? Ang hirap naman.

Kailangan kong maging matapang. Walang mangyayari sa akin kapag ganito nalang palagi.

Currently listening to: Tensionado - Soapdish
Currently feeling: mapag-isip
Posted by crazytesuka at 05:08 PM | Tear my heart out!

November 27th, 2005

Slide

Am feeling all warm and fuzzy inside.

Could you whisper in my ear/ The things you wanna feel/ I'll give you anything/ To feel it coming

Just had my dinner. A small cup of Yakisoba Savory Beef (yum!) and half a glass of chocolate mudslide. I swear, that should be banned... it's so good! :3

Do you wake up on your own?/ And wonder where you are/  You live with all your faults

Mmmm... warm and fuzzy.

I wanna wake up where you are/ I won't say anything at all/ So why don't you slide?/ Yeah I'm gonna let it slide

There's something in the air tonight. A certain smell perhaps. Or maybe it's the occasional breeze that manages to go through the window.

Don't you love the life you killed/ The preist is on the phone/ Your father hit the wall/ Your ma disowned you

I like balance. I appreciate the bad things along with the good just like appreciating the night along with the day. But there are times when the dark is more appealing to me. There's something wonderful about it, something utterly mysterious.

And I'll do anything you ever dreamed to be complete/ Little pieces of nothing that falls

Oh May/ Put your arms around me!/ What you feel is what you are, what you are is beautiful/ Oh May/ You wanna get married? Or run away?

It's so easy to be lost into oblivion and worry about nothing... to run away. Run away. So easy to be tempted and be swayed to the dark. It's so fucking easy.

Yeah slide between the sheets of all the beds you never knew/ Why don't you slide into my room/ Just slide into my room/ Oh we'll run away, run away, RUN AWAY...

It's so much harder to face reality and do what you have to do.

And the warm and fuzzy feeling ends. *sigh*

Currently listening to: Slide- Goo goo dolls
Currently feeling: deep
Posted by crazytesuka at 04:02 PM | 4 WHOOOO!