The Land of Crimson Dreams

crazytesuka

I've fallen victim to the demands of our age: I've gotten a multiply account.

http://cheskadoo.multiply.com

I spent too much of my time furnishing it, methinks. Well, I said to myself, "what the heck? If you're gonna do it, do it grandly... like farting." So there it is, a green layout, two pics, and two mp3s. That's as far as I go. I made it to spy on people's lives anyway. Hekhekhek. :D

So, shameless plugger that I am... add me. *winning smile*

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And now, I am so behind my homework and plates. Yep. That's me. Queen of Procrastination. This must be a damn sickness... isn't it? There must be a cure... isn't there?

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I got into thinking (something I've been doing less and less these days) and I realized that I'm doing below average with my acads. I'm not failing yet though... or if I am, there's still a chance to bring it up a notch and pass. But isn't it kind of depressing to think that I can live like this? In mediocrity? That I don't even care that much anymore, except for these rare moments of self-evaluation?

Maybe that's the reason why I got a headache. I kind of got depressed again, like the old days.

I have a hunch on what triggered this. One is the frustration and utter annoyance about the whole 197-Sai incident; the other is the injustice of homeworks and retributions in Sir Dytoc's class. And the other things just piled up like math and stress and... and boom. I'm depressed as hell.

I'm normally a happy person. But my whole personality has a drug effect... there's this highest happy point but after that (due to some trigger) I crash. When I crash, I need sleep and time to mull over things. Then I do something to make myself temporarily happy... then I crash again. What a vicious cycle.

Well... time to mull over it and sleep now.

crazytesuka

Quoting X,

"What the H???"

What a stressful interview. And to think I was not the one who was interviewed. Ano nga? "How disappoint." Haha-haaaaaaayyy. (tawang pagod)

I dread to think how my other buddy will fare in HIS interview next saturday. Eh magulo pa naman kausap yun. Pakingshet. I've gotta brief that one.

Dammit people, magpakatino kayo!!!!

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kung di ka lang cute.... grabe. hahaha- haaaay.

crazytesuka

Thursday. September 20, 2007.

5:00 - end of classes

6:00 - Date with Tal: Arrive at Gateway, eat dinner and catch up with tsismax to the max.

8:00 - Fall Out Boy Concert. (Actually, 30 mins wait, 15 mins Chicosci front act, and another 30 mins wait)

9:00 - Actual concert. Band members half the size of my thumb from where we're screaming our lungs out.

10:30 - End of Concert. Pick him up. The three of us go to Drews to join batchmates on a drinking binge.

11:00 - Arrive at Drews: Most of the people already drunk, therefore, no inhibitions and more weird looks from other people. Officially become mom/driver of batchmates.

12:00 - Bring Abby and Tierry home to their boarding house. Pukefest and other embarrassing moments. At this point, not using an umbrella (as well as shoving chivalry in the face) will be regretted later on.

2:00 am - Be a bit tipsy and a bit stupid... but be weirdly happy.

7:00 am - wake up and feel sick until tuesday the following week.

WHOOOOOOOOO! What a fun night. HAHAHA. :D