February 3rd, 2008
A shiny target
Why do I always take on something that I know I can't handle?
This is killing me.
Insomnia nights are back. And with it, precious ranting. 'Tis not to be wasted.
I totally hate LA 19. I'm really going to kill someone, preferably someone with a shiny head and homosexual tendencies.
Even though I'm in my "acad mode" these days, I can't seem to keep up on my daily requirements. Actually, I'm really going ballistic over the goddamned requirements of that stupid elective. Plates due every meeting, fucking report with paper and handouts, bloody model, and a dose of bitching every meeting (add an hour and a half of absolutely horrible english and what do you get? Jackpot! A pissed off me. Yey.) Was I so desperate to get an elective??? I guess I was. If only I can drop this... but I need it to graduate on time (a possibility within my reach).
DAMN IT!!!
*breathe*
Think good things. Like new desk top computer. But dammit, we're still stuck with dial-up connection. pakshit ches, think good things nga eh.
I swear, kanina pa akong nanggigigil. I want to.... wring someone's neck. I'm tired but I can't sleep (hey, is this a line from a song?). I know I have to finish a paper but I don't know what to do next. For some reason, I'm feeling rather helpless.
My ranting fix. Just what I need. *breathe*
Okay. Relatively calm. Think UP Fair Week. Think sleep. Think booze. Think other happy thoughts. Right.